||[19 Apr 2006|11:49pm]
dont sleep with people from work.
and dont be addicted to sex because all you do is spend $10.99 on condoms that you will probably not use.
i hate life so much.
why can't i just get laid and not worry about getting caught up in drama.
|call me a melodramatic
||[13 Mar 2006|07:02pm]
fuck it. i guess i've gone to the point of being not hip enough for people these days. i guess if i can't contribute to the going out every weekend and getting wasted, i am no longer good enough to even be spoken to. i don't know. i feel like im just not good enough for anyone.
im everything i make fun of and im tired of it. i just want to quit.
im just so tired.
||[28 Feb 2006|04:31pm]
NYC the capitol of the world.
cbgb the icon of punk rock.
included joan jett, moby, steve buscemi.
but jon joseph was still my favorite.
next to my other old man.
|i havent updated this in a while...
||[28 Jan 2006|09:57pm]
well i have just watched 234242034 movies, baked cookies and cheesecakes, and cooked lasagna.....
i am stuffed from cooking.
i kinda hate having a boyfriend. it makes me all domesticated and lame. i dont even want to go out anymore. i don't have friends anymore because i dont want to go out. and on top of that you dont get laid as often as you think you would. wtf??
its a lose lose situation. if you are single you wont get laid and if you are taken you dont get laid.
fuck bad boys is on tbs. its kinda my fav channel right now.
yess will smith. you are so much taller in real life.
||[20 Dec 2005|09:05pm]
fuck you mta. you are all worthless pieces of shit.
union can fuck themselves. because of the union you all fucked over everyone else. 2 million other people. you all suck....
i missed my final exam because i couldnt get there on time.
i mean going to nyu from astoria. on foot. i wonder how long that would actually take.
im a failure.
on a lighter note liz and i baked cookies and brownies and made this huge feast. im stoked on dinner.
||[12 Dec 2005|08:49pm]
is the word in japanese that would describe me.
i failed at studying last night and instead we toyed with our bodies in the bed all night last night. i am a complete pervert. i don't know whats wrong with us but it was amazing.
on another note, yesterday a really really rich dude who produced the new spike lee movie gave me his phone number. he wanted to take me out to some premier for a movie or something?? i have no clue. life is strange. i will never call him although i would love to go and hang out with celebrities on the red carpet.
on another note i will stalk eliza dushku in union square. i swear i will.
|life is funny
||[10 Dec 2005|08:53pm]
people need to get over themselves sometimes.
||[23 Nov 2005|09:47pm]
im going to be okay.
thanks to my new boyfriend i was able to go through today without moping all day in my apartment. we went to the MoMA which was nice. we went shopping. well... he did. i got a new pair of diesel jeans... idk why. but whatever. we watched madagascar and war of the worlds. and ate chinese food like fucking fat kids. woooo.
derek called me just to check up on me and that made me smile.
he knows that today was a rough day for me and altho he doesn't know what to say he still called to see if i was okay. i definitely needed that. makes me realize whos your friend and all.
i know all my friends know what today is for me. and i guess its a burden that i have carry within myself and not rely on other people to talk to me about it. it just bums me out a little tho.
i bought seabiscuit movie..... horse lovers unite.
||[16 Nov 2005|06:57pm]
obviously i am not worth being your friend so you all should stop talking to me.
im a worthless piece of shit so don't answer my calls or even bother to talk to me.
|10 more days...
||[13 Nov 2005|10:47pm]
till i go and become the worst person ever.
i cant believe its already been 2 years.
||[11 Nov 2005|05:29pm]
i hate girls.
apparently i am too ugly for my fake bf.
all his friends hate me. and i hate them for hating me.
fuck all y'all.
|i need love
||[09 Nov 2005|06:44pm]
feeling a little down. not so bad yet. but i know itll get worse.
november is the worst month.
|silly silly silly
||[04 Nov 2005|10:24pm]
so my best friend is in love with me.
and i just told him how i have a sorta/kinda/fake/real/psuedo boyfriend.
and now hes acting weird.
we were gonna get bff tattoo together. idk how i feel about that now........
dudes suck bro.
|halloween was a blurry mess
||[01 Nov 2005|11:23am]
i had 3 glasses of wine and somehow i managed to throw up, get laid and black out.
thanks for having a pseudo bf, i managed through the night without being a complete moron but damn taeko. why can't i hold liquor down??
who blacks out from 3 glasses of wine?
brazillian wax tomorrow at 11am.....
i am so nervous....
i need pictures from last night.
i wanna see how amazing my costume was. thanks
|i hate you
||[29 Oct 2005|11:54am]
i think i spend more money now than i ever did. wtf.
can someone please stop me?
i feel atrociously fat today. why?
||[27 Oct 2005|12:10pm]
no desk because theres this new bimbo working and she stole my desk.
i think i hate her.
so heres a survey
1. FIRST NAME: Taeko
2. WHAT IS THE MOST PHYSICAL PAIN YOU HAVE EVER BEEN IN?
broke my leg when i was 9. that hurt.
3. DO YOU ALWAYS HAVE GUM WITH YOU?
soemtimes i do.
4. WHAT KIND OF MOUTHWASH DO YOU PREFER?
listerine or britesmile
5. ARE YOU GAY, STRAIGHT, OR BI?
straight with a hint of lesbian. but mainly straight.
6. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE A GOOD KISSER?
im good at sucking dick
7. WOULD YOU SEVER YOUR OWN PINKY FINGER WITH A KNIFE FOR 10 MILLION DOLLARS?
8. DO YOU THINK MIDGETS ARE CREEPY?
some are. but others are nice.
9. DO YOU BELIEVE IN A HIGHER BEING?
everyone is taller than me.
10. IF YOU ARE A SMOKER, WHAT IS YOUR BRAND?
i dont smoke.
11. WHAT IS YOUR DRUG OF CHOICE?
hmm tylenol pm
12. BIG TRUCKS, LUXURY CARS, MOTOR CYCLES, OR FAST CARS ?
13. WHAT KIND OF SUNGLASSES DO YOU WEAR?
i had a gucci one.... i want a dior one....
14. HAVE YOU EVER ENGAGED IN ANAL SEX?
15. DOES YOUR LOCAL WATER TASTE GOOD?
yeah. cleanest. since they filter the shit out of it
16. WHAT KIND OF PC DO YOU HAVE?
i dont have a pc. i have a laptop
17. HOW OFTEN DO YOU POOP?
18. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU GOT DRUNK?
ummm two days ago
19. IF YOU HIT A 50 MILLION LOTTO, WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU WOULD BUY?
20. DO YOU EVER GAMBLE?
21. IF YOU COULD LIVE ANYWHERE, WHERE WOULD IT BE ?
22. YOUR CREDIT CARD NUMBER?
23. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A FLAT TIRE?
nope. i never even had a car.
24. ON A SCALE OF 1-10, HOW HAIRY IS YOUR ASS?
oh man like 20
25. DO YOU LIKE PRESIDENT BUSH?
hes rad dude bro.
16. ARE YOU HUNGRY RIGHT NOW?
yes but im poor. i need my fake bf to comeover so he can buy me lunch.
17. WHAT IS/WAS YOUR FAVORITE SCHOOL LUNCH?
18. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BREAKFAST FOOD?
pop tarts or #4 from dunkin donuts
19. WHAT IS THE OLDEST ITEM IN YOUR HOUSE?
ummm....... my boots? idk.
20. HOW MANY CD'S DO YOU HAVE?
not many right now... had to move them all to my dads house. there might be like 500 there.....
21. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN SO DRUNK YOU WET THE BED?
22. IF YOU COULD HAVE SEX WITH ANY ONE PERSON, WHO WOULD IT BE?
ron jeremy. i just wanna know if hes THAT good.
23. HAVE YOU EVER UNDERGONE SURGERY?
on my leg.
24. WHEN YOU STUB YOUR TOE OR BUMP YOUR HEAD, WHAT DO YOU USUALLY SAY?
YOU FUCKING SHIT FUCKING CUNT MOTHER FUCKER
25. DO YOU ENJOY MAKING PEOPLE FEEL STUPID?
mm yes. but i end up being made fun of in the end...
26. WHO IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE PERSON AT WORK/SCHOOL?
this new bimbo that stole my desk. at diesel, leandra. at school, everyone else in my major besides amanda.
27. WHAT BRAND IS YOUR CELL PHONE?
28. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN CAUGHT MASTURBATING?
i dont think i have....
29. HAVE YOU EVER CAUGHT ANYONE MASTURBATING?
yes..... and i wish i never had.....
30. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU PUKED?
like a few weeks ago when i was sick.
31. HOW OLD ARE YOU?
32. WOULD YOU RATHER SKY DIVE OR BUNGEE JUMP?
33. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ARRESTED?
34. HOW OFTEN DO YOU SHAVE?
once a week or two?
35. DO YOU THINK THE MIDGET QUESTION (8.) WAS OVER THE LINE?
not at all.
36. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BEER?
i hate beer
37. GIRLS: DO YOU SWALLOW?
GUYS: DOES YOUR GIRLFRIEND SWALLOW?
38. ARE YOU RACIST?
yeah especially asians. they suck.
39. DO YOU THINK FARTS ARE FUNNY?
when it comes from me.
40. LIBERAL, CONSERVATIVE, OR NEITHER?
44. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PART OF YOUR BODY?
45. ARE YOU STILL THINKING ABOUT THE MIDGET QUESTION?
now that you mentioned it. yeah
46. IF AN ENTIRE STATE IN AMERICA WERE TO VANISH, WHICH DO YOU THINK WOULD NOT LIKELY BE MISSED?
ive never been to oklahoma... i dont think ill miss oklahoma
47. HAVE YOU EVER FLUSHED A DECEASED PET DOWN THE TOILET?
48. WHO ARE BETTER DRIVERS, MEN OR WOMEN?
obviously men. and not asian.
49. ARE YOU SEXIST?
im not a feminist.
50. WHAT DO YOU THINK THE DUMBEST SPORT IS?
chess is considered a sport i think and its dumb that its considered a sport but def not dumb if you play chess.... umm id say triathlon because who the fuck needs to do that to yourself? like way to fucking kill yourself by pushing yourself to do the most tedious 3 sports, by your fucking self. idk. good for you i guess....
51. DO YOU FORWARD CHAIN EMAILS THAT CLAIM TO BE GOOD/BAD LUCK?
52. WHAT ARE YOU THINKING THIS VERY SECOND?
that i wish i had things to do and that i had a desk.
53. DO YOU SLOW DOWN AT CAR ACCIDENTS ATTEMPTING TO CATCH A GLIMPSE?
not really since i dont have a car.
54. WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING OTHER THAN CHECKING YOUR MYSPACE?
working... finding a video camrea. you know. the usual
55. HAVE YOU EVER HAD JURY DUTY?
56. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT "FUCK BUDDIES"?
it rules. its my favorite. now i live with him.
||[26 Oct 2005|11:20pm]
so if you see me on a reality tv show with my bf, would you all stay as my friends?
money is the devil.